When you feel like you can't give life

The Restless Soul

My body aches.
I cough
and wake in the middle of the night
I dry heave
and wish it all would come up
I leave it be

I feel defeated again.
I cry
sickened by my own humaness
My inability!
and i'm frustrated
I want to do it myself!

I am distracted
I write
but I feel like everything will never stop!
When will it stop?

I will run to the safety
I hide
in midst of battle
I look for shelter
you say "I am. I am here..."

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