Showing posts from August, 2005

Tired of Letting You Down (Priorities.)


It's been all summer since i've posted. I apologize if you have been reading and missed new additions to my blog. I enjoy letting you in. Some things have really been challenging me lately about my desires.

What do I really want to do? Before last semester ended, Steve Rieske reminded me that what I want to do is what I will do. My heart reflects off the mirror of my life and the time I spend with people. What I really want in my heart is what will take priority in my life. It seems easy, so literal. Facilisimo. Not true, at least not in my life. There's something deeper. Something I don't understand. Why when I try so hard to schedule my days does a meeting come up, or something conflict with every single thing I try to do?

Scheduling isn't soley it. I must understand the real priorities in my life. My focus begins reflecting on the things that I really want. That means, not the things other people think I should do. It also means finding o…